Aww thanks hun *nuzzles* - and thanks for all your help over the last few days.

Ranting does work but then I feel guilty, feeling that I have worried people unduly. I never insult anyone but I am one of those sensitive souls who fears rejection or people hating me.

I often turn to drink but that is never a solution for me as it often makes things worse. I tend to drink to fall down and when that happens, I become angrier and more ranty, so I try and avoid drink when I am down now.

I often have something to look forward to so I can focus on that, that does help. And of course understanding friends, like so many of you are *hugs*