Yeah, you do. You just don't feel like you do. Rusty raises a valid point, look at the people that at least call you an acquaintance; there must be some commonality between you or they'd not bother, you therefore fit in with your peer group.

With that said...

It's easy to feel unhappy with your lot. You've had some setbacks recently and are feeling like you're trapped in a rut. I'd put it to you that you don't belong there. It's the dissatisfaction with the down side that is colouring your outlook generally.

But hey, what do I know? I'm just a fox :)