It's really weird as it often feels like my mind is having a battle with itself - I can see both points of view and I find it really hard in choosing a particular option. My main problem is my over-analysis - if I learnt to relax a little more then I know I will feel happier in myself. I too have also tormented myself with various "what if" situations but have learnt that in many ways you have to accept things that happen when they do and not to worry about scenarios that in all probability are unlikely to happen.

Despite this however since joining the Fandom at the back end of last year I have started to accept myself a lot more and because of this I have felt happier and more proud this year than I ever have. I have also come to the conclusion that as emotions often betray rationality there is little point in over-analysing them as when you do, it starts to drive you mad. This, and a new air of positivity, are the two things that I will take out of 2007.

It does sound in many ways that we are alike - perhaps this is why we are furs *hugs*.