I see your logic there but when you are in a group of people who all share a common interest that you don't share, sometimes it's really frustrating. If you bullshit, you get found out, if you say nothing you feel stupid. I know I should adopt the "couldn't care less" mindset but I find this difficult for some reason. I think I am too sensitive and expect too much of myself.

I agree about deep-seated desires, I have a major problem being assured about things though. There's stuff I want to follow it's just finding the time that's the key. I know it's a lame excuse but my workload is silly at the moment.

Drinks will definitely happen hun, I will hopefully be making my way over to FC next year. Whatever happens I'll definitely fly over to California to meet you, it would be an honour :)