Ei Means No

HULL MEET - 26th AND 27th JULY

I'll be honest, sometimes I feel a little uncomfortable regarding the hugging and scritching elements of the Fandom. I was never a tactile person as a kid and although a large element of being a fur is reliving a childhood that I never really had, sometimes fears and paranoia overcome me to the point where it starts to get me down. Although I know the perameters are completely shifted when it comes to what is and what is not acceptable here, sometimes irrationality gets the better of me, particularly with respect to my own relationship. In 18 months of being a fur I have got better but I am not quite there yet. I need to relax, I know that. But that is the hardest thing in the world for me to do.

( Nothing's Real Until You Feel )

Feeling warmer about not only Hull but my own home town, I had a guy flick the bird at me whilst his mate was driving a souped up Audi convertable around the County Court in Middlesbrough. Kinda put a little downer on my day...

Ei Means No

HULL MEET - 26th AND 27th JULY

I'll be honest, sometimes I feel a little uncomfortable regarding the hugging and scritching elements of the Fandom. I was never a tactile person as a kid and although a large element of being a fur is reliving a childhood that I never really had, sometimes fears and paranoia overcome me to the point where it starts to get me down. Although I know the perameters are completely shifted when it comes to what is and what is not acceptable here, sometimes irrationality gets the better of me, particularly with respect to my own relationship. In 18 months of being a fur I have got better but I am not quite there yet. I need to relax, I know that. But that is the hardest thing in the world for me to do.

( Nothing's Real Until You Feel )

Feeling warmer about not only Hull but my own home town, I had a guy flick the bird at me whilst his mate was driving a souped up Audi convertable around the County Court in Middlesbrough. Kinda put a little downer on my day...