I tend to get a sense of perspective though. I find it painfully difficult to trust and I also have a sense of realism about things. I am often scared that things will fall through and this stops me from enjoying the moment so many times. I agree with what you say though, sometimes things have happened in my life as you describe.
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Date: 2009-10-05 10:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-06 12:38 pm (UTC)I make dam sure I know what I'm doing first and that it is really worth that much..... that I have no doubts about what I'm doing
but in the moments....I suppose I just don't think...about anything but the pleasure of that moment
the rest of the world can go to hell for as long as that moment lasts