Mongrels and MW3

[lupestripe]

Proof, if proof were needed, that I will never fully fit in around these parts.

And this grey clingy rainy autumnal crap weather is hardly helping my apathy either.

I promise I will be more positive soon, try and get the bouncy happy me back. There was some of that at FE this weekend but mentally I am finding things tough right now. Wolfie says I dwell on the negatives too much - he may be right. But when you are hurting, this is what you are wont to do. Psychology sucks. Being a depressive sucks more.

I know I have nothing to feel down about but rationality often struggles in the emotional realm. My moods have always been erratic and this is just another manifestation. I wish it wasn't like this but it is. I will just have to try and dig myself out of it.

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Comments

[alexf0x.livejournal.com]

I'll get it second hand once I get back from my holiday as second hand copies should be floating about then, cheaper than new and not a penny of my cash goes to Activision. It's something I've done before when I've wanted at least to check something out but not reward the company in question while still staying legal.

50 cent blood in the sand was like that. So bad, and so stupid you could help but laugh at it, but boy I didn't want to give away any money to the person that thought it was a good idea.

Oh and I haven't had almost any time for games since starting NaNoWriMo this year anyway.

[lupestripe.livejournal.com]

It sounds like NaNoWriMo is going well for you - one of the reasons why I didn't do it is because of my forthcoming holiday but it seems it fits you fine.

I always stay legal if I can but I often buy second-hand things, particularly DVDs and CDs.