I always thought it was a good thing, realising your failings (and hoping to work on them) .. in comparison to most people who seem not to care. But then, maybe that's what separates me from them - like if only I stopped caring about what's wrong with my life maybe I'd feel happier. Eh. I dunno.
Alcohol can be kinda helpful yeah =).
What I find also helps is talking about it (which you've done by posting, awesome that) and taking your mind off it by doing fun things that keep you busy. Cuddling with someone and exercise are my favourites but not getting too much of the former being so isolated ;/.
I think I wouldn't feel so insecure if I had more meaningful RL friendships that weren't based on superficial bullshit, still working on that one.
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Date: 2008-03-22 03:37 pm (UTC)If you ever find a solution .. let me know !!!
I always thought it was a good thing, realising your failings (and hoping to work on them) .. in comparison to most people who seem not to care. But then, maybe that's what separates me from them - like if only I stopped caring about what's wrong with my life maybe I'd feel happier. Eh. I dunno.
Alcohol can be kinda helpful yeah =).
What I find also helps is talking about it (which you've done by posting, awesome that) and taking your mind off it by doing fun things that keep you busy. Cuddling with someone and exercise are my favourites but not getting too much of the former being so isolated ;/.
I think I wouldn't feel so insecure if I had more meaningful RL friendships that weren't based on superficial bullshit, still working on that one.
Have a great Easter mohawk pup!