Everyone is individual that is certainly true and they all make up the patchwork community that is the fandom. There are still common interests though, base factors and although I accept that the animal affinity is the main one, and one that I share, others I just don't know anything about. That's not to devalue them, that's merely to say that I have no interest in them. Sad thing is that not having this interest makes me feel left out and that there is something wrong with ME. I guess that's the mindset I need to change. Still, I am a part of this community because I share the fundamental affinity but in life having only one thing in common can only take you so far.
I am quite good at escaping drama really. Yep I have my problems but I am not argumentative, I don't really have strong opinions and I don't deliberately piss people off. I haven't had any major issues on that one, my main failing is that I get a little drunk from time to time and this makes me morose. But I guess if that's the worst I go, it can't be too bad.
It's not that the world is out to get me, I feel that I am out to get myself. It's like my mind doesn't think I deserve all I have so it focuses on the few things that are wrong and amplifies them, blowing them out of proportion. These things consume me and this is the basis of my sadness. I guess if I sort that out then that'd be the key. I know I am a good guy just sometimes I get consumed with strong negative feelings toward myself.
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timeasmymeasure
Re: "We can be our worst enemy" most of the time....
Date: 2008-03-25 07:49 pm (UTC)I am quite good at escaping drama really. Yep I have my problems but I am not argumentative, I don't really have strong opinions and I don't deliberately piss people off. I haven't had any major issues on that one, my main failing is that I get a little drunk from time to time and this makes me morose. But I guess if that's the worst I go, it can't be too bad.
It's not that the world is out to get me, I feel that I am out to get myself. It's like my mind doesn't think I deserve all I have so it focuses on the few things that are wrong and amplifies them, blowing them out of proportion. These things consume me and this is the basis of my sadness. I guess if I sort that out then that'd be the key. I know I am a good guy just sometimes I get consumed with strong negative feelings toward myself.
Much love to ya too hun *hugs*